When I came out of college, started writting a poem. Here I am posting the same.It consist whole journey of 4 years in Banaras.
Why I am writting this poem now, 2 years after the college.Because after passing out from college, I was alone, no friends from college was living with me.
I came to Hyderbad in January this year, to live with my old friends but I don’t know …now I feel diffrence….Those things that I missed a lot durring that 1 and hal year was
suddenly seems to be crap to me.May be because everyones periorty is changed and we all are about to settle in our professional and personal life.May be because now we are
grown up and thinking is changed a bit.Or may be now we have changed ourself specially me ??
aaya main jab Banaras, dara hua sa
thoda sa khush, thoda sa anmana sa
ek “I” ki kami khal rahi thi
uspar ragging ki talvar sar pe latki thi
fantom bana,kutta bana
or fudda fuddi khalke nanga(naked) hua
par fir bhi rangging ka maja
aaj bhi aisa jaise pahle pyar ka nasha
sal guzra, dost bane or ab BHU ghar lagne laga
Fourth year ki job party ki yad aati hai
wo bat jindgi me bahut ahmiyat rakhti
bachhe the, daru dekh ankhain chamak gayi
beena soche samjhe, 2 bottle beer pe me utar gayi
doston ne bhasan diya,AC Mohan se bache
par humare muh ko khoon sa lag gaya tha
Intzar tha dusre mauke ka
lo fir kya fresher party aa gayi
pahle bar wishky ki bottle khuli
or fir humko etni jyda jadhi
class walon ne humko bevada ghosit kiya
fir ye jam se jam takrane ka silsila jal diya
2nd, 3rd year na jane kab guzar gaye
dekha to naukari dhoondne ka waqt aa gaya
campus me pahli company jab aayi
life me pahli bar rejection mila
tab jhatak laga, confidence gira
socha bus fatti yehi aukat rahi
TCS ke interview me bhi tune lat khayi
par jo khuda ne chaya wahi hua
agale hi din IBM me job lagi
fir ek naya politics ka daur sa aaya
maine bhi apne aap ko bada harami sa paya
mujhe na pata tha main aisa bhi hoon
power ki chahat me khel sakta bhi hoon
KY hua,Spardha hui
lendaron ki room pe line lagi
ilzam lage, clarification diye
tab jake aakhir me no dues mila
chalo finnaly sab khatam hua
ab bus jane ka time aa gaya
jab nikala BHU se to lanka gate pe khada
main dekh raha tha ek tak or dekhta raha
pahli bar rone ka dil mera kiya
parroya nahin, saman uthaya or chal diya
train me batha or soch raha hoon tabse
raah dekhi thi,is din ki humne kabse
aage ke sapne saja rakhe the naajane kab se
bade utavle the BHU se jaane ko
zindagi ka agla padaav paane ko
par naa jane kyon ..dil mein aaj kuch aur aata hai
waqt ko rokne ka jee chahta hai
in baton ko lekar rote the
aaj un par hansi aati hai
na jaane kyon aaj un palon ki yaad bahut aati hai
kaha kart tha ..badi mushkil se chaar saal seh gaya
par aaj kyon lagta hai ki kuch peeche reh gaya
kahi ankahi hazaaron batein reh gayi
na bhoolne wali kuch yaadein reh gayi
meri taang ab kaun kheencha karega
sirf mera sir khane kaun mera peecha karega
jahaan 2000 ka hisaab nahin wahaan 10 rupay ke liye kaun ladega
kaun raat bhar saath jag kar padega
kaun mera bread jam mujse pooche bina khayega
kaun mere naye naye naam banayega
kaun mujhe fatti kahke bulayega
mein ab bina matlab kis se ladoonga
bina topic ke kisse faalto baat karoonga
kaun fucka lagne par dilasa dilayega
kaun galti se number aane par gaaliyaan sunayega
lanka pe chai kis ke saath piyoonga
wo haseen pal ab kis ke saath jiyoonga
assi pe baithke kaise rat bitaunga
tanki pe akela jakar kaise sounga
Joint main ab kiske liye banauga
Bhang ki goli kaun khilayega
kaun mujhe rat me suraj dikhayega
aise dost kahaan milenge
jo khai mein bhi dhakka de aayein
par fir tumhein bachane khud bhi kood jayein
meri fatton se pareshaan kaun hoga
kabhi muje kisi ladki se baat karte dekh hairaan kaun hoga
kaun kahega mote tere joke pe hansi nahin aai
kaun peeche se bula ke kahega..aage dekh bhai
patte mein kiske saath kheloonga
kaise me Bhaiy ji sawalon ke jawab doonga
kaise main ab Reddy ko jagaunga
kaise ab uka sutta chori karunga
ab kab Dost se philosophy discuss hogi
kab ab Peter se nasihat milegi
kab Panhchayan ko chicken khilanuga
kab Jhandi se lab journal likhvaunga
kab pondy ka “shakak shakak ” sune milega
“kot pis me haarne wale ki treat”..is chakkar mein ab kaun fansega
fir kab PLD josh me aayega
fir kab Rajbir cheating karega
kab main Arun lal se frustiyanuga
fir main kis pe patte fenk ke bhag jaunga
kis ke saath pintoo ke lectures jheloonga
Ahuja ke PJ par kaun hansega
Verma ki chal ki nakal kaun karega
classes main kis ke sath bunk marunga
mere certificates ko raddi kehne ki himmat kaun karega
bina dare sachi raay dene ki himmat kaun karega
stage par ab kis ke saath jaoonga
juniors ko faltoo ke lectures kaise sunaonga
achanak bin matlab ke kisi ko bhi dekh ke paglon ki tarah hansna
na jaane ye fir kab hoga
keh do doston ye dobaara sab hoga
attendence ke liye professor se kab lad payenge
kya hum ye fir kar payenge
raat ko 2 baje bun malai khane kaun jayega
3 botle beer peene ki shart kaun lagayega
kaun muje mere kabiliyat par bharosa dilayega
aur jyada hawa mein udne par zameen pe layega
meri khushi mein sach mein khush kaun hoga
mere gam mein muj se jyada dukhi kaun hoga
meri ye kavita kaun padega
kaun ise sach mein samjega
bahut kuch likhna abhi baaki hai
kuch saath shayad baaki hai
bas ek baat se dar lagta hai doston
hum anjnabi na ban jayein doston
zindagi ke rangon mein dosti kar rang feeka na pad jaye
kahin aisa na ho doosre rishton ki bheed mein dosti dum tod jayye
zindagi mein milne ki fariyaad karte rehna
agar na mil sakein to kam se kam yaad karte rehna
chahe jitna hanslo aaj mujh par
mein bura nahi manooga
is hansi ko apne dil mein basa loonga
aur jab yaad aayegi tumhari
yahi hansi lekar thoda muskura loonga
kya be fatti….main padh kar poora senti ho gaya…
my sentiments exactly….I am sure we all will remember each other till our memories comply…
and yes…you are a terrific writer!!!
thanks yar…
🙂 achchi kavita hai .. not exactly same .. but similar feelings 🙂
nice poem……..too senti…..u have nice feelings for friends………..:)
yadain………what a poem ……….keep it up…..